I have changed over the course of a year...
I can see that I am not who I once was, or thought I was. I've hurt many along the way, including myself. And I do believe that I still am. I hate hurting others, yet it always happens to be that I do.
I'm not ready to jump into anything yet... time has always been my enemy. I still don't think people truly know or understand me. They may think they do, yet don't. It's a cold feeling. There are always people who care and are here, but do they know how I function? I don't even know that completely. "I am wonderfully and fearfully made..."
I hope that what I have chosen to do, is the right thing. I don't know.. I'm just spitting out thoughts.
I think I need some rest...
good night
I can see that I am not who I once was, or thought I was. I've hurt many along the way, including myself. And I do believe that I still am. I hate hurting others, yet it always happens to be that I do.
I'm not ready to jump into anything yet... time has always been my enemy. I still don't think people truly know or understand me. They may think they do, yet don't. It's a cold feeling. There are always people who care and are here, but do they know how I function? I don't even know that completely. "I am wonderfully and fearfully made..."
I hope that what I have chosen to do, is the right thing. I don't know.. I'm just spitting out thoughts.
I think I need some rest...
good night